soliloquy

Where did waiting go? Why do we argue about how much we love, it's lovely but so is love enough. Id rather not fight about the sun... or how his eyes glaze over at the sight of you bent over. I want to love you. LET ME. and ya know... maybe you'll love loving me back. Maybe.

Me time is we time and us time is everybody's. He's in your bed, that's swell. This couch is pretty soft and maybe so am I. Rest will save your life, it's not my place to deny. But deny him, not me. Don't say this is the last time unless you're turning around this instant with no regard for return. We need an intermission or I swear we'll be the death of us. lost. love. I despise being away. I can say with sincerity that you do a grand job at mirroring my midnight emotions, it's the daytime that throws us. I hate so many things;

status.

florida state.

pants.

myself.

and maybe someday; you. That will be the worst. Because loving you is loving me. I dont want to hate myself :(